I see all around myself a weird paradox … realizing that people live the fear of losing ugly relationships that defines their lives.
I saw it … not once … or twice.
I saw it … lots, lots of times.
And … even worst … i saw that weird example … so visible while analyzing my own life.
I was indeed afraid of getting rid of the toxicity from the scene of my own life.
I was afraid … of losing people that ruined me emotionally for such a long, long time.
Today … i could just ask … why this stupidity?!
Why we should have such a weird behavior?!
What’s wrong with us?!
Most of the toxicity from our lives is usually done by certain people … but still … i can’t understand the fear of losing those characters.
I keep analyzing myself.
On and on and on … until i finaly realize that between toxicity of an universe that we already know and the change with another universe … that we can’t really predict … we always prefer … toxicity.
We can’t see … the opportunity of … change.
And instead of change … depression appears.
Deeper … and deeper.
And we accept it too … as part of life … of our lives … not realizing the stupidity of our behavior.
Today …. I see depression as an amazing …. blessing.
A great … signal … that should make us stop continue life … and ask ourselves different psychological questions … especially about toxicity … its meaning … and why we accept it.
I personally know that losing toxic people it’s a win … but … i still act as an idiot …
I am afraid of losing all those ugly characters that are ruining me emotionally.
I accept induced depressive thoughts … which could be translated as bad vibes … simple because i am afraid of … change.
And i know that there are lots of people that don’t know any theories about life … but for my case …. even if i know it all … by such a long time … i still can’t … save myself.
Yes … the knowledge can’t heal … the fears.
And the paid price is huge …
Only and only … because we are just … idiots.
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